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Monday, 23 February 2009

  • friendship

    If we were friends . . .
    . . . we'd sit on the hood of your truck and turn our umbrellas upside down so we could catch the sunlight, pour it into jars, and keep it on our shelves for rainy days.
    . . . we'd rearrange the magnetic words on the fridge into poetry, into promises, into nonsense and lullabies and secrets.
    . . . we'd stay up late and tell our life stories with shadow puppets on the wall.
    . . . we'd run barefoot after fireflies and sing to the moon of broken hearts and unshed tears.
    . . . we'd pack our bags and plan our escape from this town.

    If we were friends, I'd know your name.

    If we were friends, I'd be more to you than voiceless words on a page.

    If we were friends, I'd wrap your smiles and your words up and put them in a locket to hang around my neck and carry with me when I couldn't carry you around.

Friday, 13 February 2009

  • i remember

    I remember:

    I remember the time you got mad at me because I sent you a letter, but instead of writing everything out on paper and folding it up, I wrote all over the envelope, wrote out everything I had to say on the subject of fridge magnets and fortune cookies and the deep philosophy of potted plants, sealed it up, stamped it and sent it your way. You opened the empty envelope and threw it away. I got your letter back: What the hell was that shit?

     

    I remember:

    Once, while you were sleeping, I wrote all over your mirror in free verse poetry. I told you all about the summer breeze outside and described the swoosh-and-whisper of the tree branches and the way your chest rose and fell. You let it stay up a full day before you took the time to wash it off.

     

    I remember:

    One evening I sat in front of the piano and put my fingers on the keys and let them tell you stories. I played to you of Moonlight and Raindrops, of Dolls and Dances, until my fingers ached and my wrists burned. After the music had wound down, you shrugged impatiently and left the room.

     

    I remember:

    I wrote you a love note, telling you how I felt about the curve of your ears and the dents in your elbows, and left it in your pocket. A week later you brought it back to me in a soggy, tattered mess, telling me with your eyes that you were sorry, you had accidently washed it, and you had never gotten a chance to read it. With my silence I told you it was ok, I had changed my mind anyway.

Wednesday, 28 January 2009

  • 1/26/09 1:26 pm

    She's no good at starting things, only
    ending them. The crack
    and crash of destruction is her
    specialty.

    This
    is
    her
    secret: sometimes she feels
    as though she's on the edge of
    something, about to tip over.

    His finger traces her jaw as
    he pulls her attention closer and
    he tells her that
    she is his cracked mirror, she
    reflects light in a thousand directions;
    she is his broken clock, she's still
    right at least twice a day;
    she is a hurt, wounded thing trying
    so hard to pretend she's not.

    This
    is
    his
    secret: he likes it best when
    she cries; the red makes the blue of
    her eyes that much more beautiful.

Friday, 23 January 2009

  • klepto

    sometimes I want to steal the sky
    for you. I would scoop up the moon
    and the clouds and hide the sun away

    in my pocket for you. if you wanted I
    would hide away all my smiles and
    every laugh, hide them away from

    the rest of the world. I could steal
    yesterday and give it to you; I could
    snatch away time to share only with you.

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

  • sixteen

    Sixteen, sixteen, sixteen.
    I was just sixteen and, oh, how could you?
    You had two years' worth of a head
    start and, oh,
    sixteen.

    That wasn't that long ago.
    (This is the excuse you make.)
    It was, what? Two years ago?
    Three, I tell you, and you are silent.

    In your silence I press the phone
    closer and wish that it
    was your voice I was hearing
    and not your words
    I was seeing. I wish you hadn't
    broken apart in my hands and that
    your kisses weren't so cold
    like the wind that first night and, oh,
    sixteen.

    You reach through the phone to stroke
    my cheek and tell me my ears and
    my eyes and the curve of my
    neck is beautiful. You reach through
    and ask me to try again.

    Instead I tell you that sometimes I get
    lost on purpose and I find
    cracks in walls beautiful and sometimes
    I choose to dream instead of live,
    and, by the way, sixteen.

    You tell me Mags What The Hell Is Wrong With You.

    Sixteen, sixteen,
    I laugh every time you leave (like you
    did when I was sixteen). I laugh
    at how you don't know
    my favorite color or why I still smile
    and choose to ignore your messages.

    (But sixteen.
    How could you?)

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